in the dawn

honestly, this time is the best time i think..
no sound, everyone is sleeping, just the tick sound, and the fan.
the best time to write this melancholy post.
hahaha..

if i close my eyes n think.. there are still many things not done.
just like the pop-up-windows, they pop up to the left then to the right of my head.

in this quite time.. i wanna to talk with you, Lord..
but without any pop-up-windows..

wanna to throw out all of them, but stil.. they must be done.

huff... it is the last day, Lord..
i want to be with you, without others..

i love sleeping, but i don't wanna to sleep now..
wanna to be with you..
to think about this year...

huff..
this is the last day, Lord..

how amazing if i still alive..

suddenly, when i want to think about what have happened this year, it's a blank..
there so much things have happened..
but i can't remember them now..
maybe because of the dawn time...

dear lord...
let me just say.. thank you...
thank you for this year...
thank you for allllllllll thingssss.......

huff....
time for sleep....

happy last day of 2010.